Christian-Nikki

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Your Insanity by Christian-Nikki, literature

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Your Insanity

Without my love My tears turn to blood My heart turns to stone My life turns to dust Don begins to break My insides begin to shake A grip apon my wrist Thred sewn through my lips Eyes glued shut A razors signature on my hips Scars upon my face Reading: You are the only one for this insanity Fingers crossed Every day that is lost Praying to nothingness For you to turn back A figmant with hands Writes: It's not wright Your face begins to fade And this insanity is lost Still praying to the nothingness The clouds turn grey Rainbows turn black XXX is writen on every beings back I am your insanity So you have to come b

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Dark , Light by Christian-Nikki, literature

Under My Skin by Christian-Nikki, literature

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Under My Skin

Under my skin is where you lie Breaking my heart one tear at a time I wonder why you can't stand this When you're losing yourself. Is there something I missed? I want you to hold me when you're not this way I want you to love me night and day I don't want you to get under my skin I don't want you to forget who I am I wonder if you feel the same I hope you do in every way We're slipping away and falling apart I'll take what I can get even though I want a lot I'll give you my heart if you give me yours I know that I want what I can't have Under my skin and in my eyes The red tears of a life sacrificed Under my skin is where yo

Malchik Gay by Christian-Nikki, literature

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Malchik Gay

Red tears, Red lips, Red hands, Red eyes, Black heart, Black emotions, Black thaughts, Black love, Come closer You'll see The better part of me Hold your breath Look into my eyes Kiss my red lips good-bye and good night Forever an enternal black pit Holding hands For I love you No matter what you or I did So I'll hold you close for the last pysical time The rest will be a thaught Forever locked in yours and my mind Never to come out To share with this hate world Maybe it's better off that way But it's eating my heart away I need to share my love for you Not threw our thaughts, our minds, nor threw secret touch I ne

::A love dance to the skies:: by Christian-Nikki, literature

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::A love dance to the skies::

Wondering through the forest tonight The trees are darkened it is late night My feet on the wet grass are freezing The wind is blowing and we are only friends We are running from a ghostly past Your dictatorship says we are not a perfect match You could care aless you still look at me the same with that pail cold look at first That turns into our loving fate We're holding hands you're dragging me away You let me go and set under the trees They smell cold but yet warm at the same time I set beside you You look into my eyes It feels as though you've pierced me Then suprise me with tounge Your soft sweet candy tounge touching m

::Untitled:: by Christian-Nikki, literature

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::Untitled::

The dark sun casting over you, Will bare the shame through and through. All those red memories bleed away Is this your insainful blame, Or do you speak the words of your sins? The sin of your heart? Or the sin of the dark? Will the sun shine bright ever again in your life, Or do you hear of it as the winds end? The stars have gone, Are they coming back? The trees are there for help, Do you only want them for the slick red blush? Are you the moon? Or are you the face in it? All I can do is tell you to bare it, Be the rocks on this Earth, Bring it all together, And live your life forever

Like the Earth and the moon by Christian-Nikki, literature

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Like the Earth and the moon

Like the Earth and the moon Turn around and be swallowed in the cold red oceans Covering the lands of this tainted univers You are never going to be the same That knife you stabbed into yourself That has led onto your insainful blame Just hold your breath and wish for the best Maybe the stars will turn orange and forever you will have that moment But it's heart-feltly gone and never to return Your heart is turning black And the leafs are singing back For the moment lets sing with them The songs of the lonely and cold That led to your redemption That led to everything you are Who says it's a cure? It's just a way it could b

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:your hands are mine to hold: by Christian-Nikki, literature

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:your hands are mine to hold:

The dark sun Is going to catch up to you, When you are losing yourself. Can you take to the Abyss? Can you drink the blood of every drunk thought love? Can you sing the songs of every long lost day? Are you ever going to climb up from the ground? Will you ever climb into the tainted ground? Further and further like the widows on their webs? Will you be defeated? Or will you keep pushing onward? I hope you will stay as the widows on their webs. Climbing and climbing till they reach their ends. Toward the red lights? Toward my black heart? Are you in my veins? Are you in my lungs? Are you in my thoughts? Are you in my tears? W

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Christian-Nikki

About Christian-Nikki

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Artist // Literature

Finland
Deviant for 18 years
www.xanga.com/red_tears_sacraficed
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Current Residence: Helsinkie, Finland
Favourite genre of music: Rock / metal / alternative / "goth"
Favourite photographer: Leog
Operating System: A pencile and a camera
MP3 player of choice: Apple
Shell of choice: snail shells lmao
Favourite cartoon character: Invador Zim and Gir
Personal Quote: Artist's never die

Favourite Visual Artist

Leog

Favourite Movies

Rent

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

A perfect circle

Favourite Games

Sims 2

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2

Tools of the Trade

hand and pencil

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Art, Music, People, Life etc

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Christian-Nikki

Jun 1, 2006

Quiz thing

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1.What's your real full name?   Christian Nichole Dylon Manson 2.]When is your Birthday?   September 17, 1989 3.]How old are you?   17 4.]Where do you live?    Helsinki, Finland 5.]What nationality are you?     Swedish but I'm part black ... 6.]Where do you want to live?     New York 7.]Do you like to dance?     I like to Mosh ... 8.]Do you have any brothers and/or sisters?     Yes 9.]Are they older or younger?    Older 10.]Are you single?      Yes 11.]Do you like this quiz?       Sure 12.] What do you think about the person who posted it before you?       I dont know ... I stole it from some random person

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Christian-Nikki

May 30, 2006

Where'd you go

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Where'd You Go by Fort Minor Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone She said somedays I feel like shit Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit I don't understand why you have to always be gone I get along but your trips always feel so long And I find myself trying to stay by the phone Because your voice always helps to not feel so alone But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so I want you to know it's a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating Telling you that I've had it with yo

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Christian-Nikki

May 28, 2006

Train

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"Blind" The color of my hair is changing, my skin is soft, too soft for a man my age And I am never alone Where is time taking me Nothing is real, this is how I feel And nothing is wrong but everything takes too long How did this end up me against you With everything that I say, and everything you do Your smile is changing - yea Where is time taking you Nothing is real, this is how I feel Nothing is good, but I don't mind being blind If you don't mind doing time Nothing is wrong but everything takes too long Hey by the way, when I fell to your wayside Did I crash or just slide Hey by the way, when I pulled myself up to your w

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didlover22

Mar 18, 2008

im against anarchy. i challenge u to a debate at my profile. i want hard evidence about why we need anarchy. if u want u can go to your deviation "anarchy, freedom for all" to see some of my views. message me if u accept and ill message u back when im ready.

Rocket-R

Oct 15, 2007

well i c u haven't been on in ages but just thought i would say hey...its been a very long time...

BrokenandRippedWings

Mar 18, 2007

lng time no hear from you ay nikki?It's angel of nothingness on a different account bored as fuck..

BrokenandRippedWings

Mar 18, 2007

lng time no hear from you ay nikki?It's angel of nothingness on a different account bored as fuck..

were are you??

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Jul 3, 2006

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